PizzaTimmy

聖誕節前被告知，

醫生診斷出她的左肺有癌，且已經轉移到肝臟。

如果不治療，只能再活六個月；但治療後也只能活兩年。

如同被下死亡宣言，她滿臉恐懼

誰也不想見，也不跟任何人說，

快樂的聖誕節，她和丈夫一起在佛羅里達的女兒家陪孫子玩

可是卻傷心的飯也吃不下，

整整瘦了快10公斤。

假期結束後，她才打了一封很長的信，告訴我們這個消息。

在我剛到美國時，是她耐心的幫助。

第一個罰我留校查看的人、第一個送我聖誕禮物的人

她說，沒辦法忘記我剛到她班上時怯生的模樣。

嚴厲又溫暖的老師，喜歡的文學從莎士比亞到哈利波特

跟我們說其實他最感興趣讀的是食品的廣告。

教我正確的英文，培養我閱讀的興趣，訂正我寫的劇本，幫我寫推薦信...

我真的很捨不得你

凱西‧莫洛老師

 <What Hurts the Most by Rascal Flatts>

 I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house  讓空蕩的屋子，漏雨打在我身上
That don't bother me  我不在乎
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out 我可以有點眼淚，讓它們從眼眶流出了

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while     我不害怕偶爾哭上ㄧ次
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me   但是想到你走了還是會讓我不高興
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok  有好多些日子我一再假裝我還好
But that's not what gets me 但這些都不是哭的原因

What hurts the most  最傷我的是
Was being so close  曾經這麼親近
And having so much to say 又曾有這麼多話說
And watching you walk away 又看你走開
And never knowing 又都不知道
What could have been 到底怎麼回事
And not seeing that loving you  又看不到其實愛你
Is what I was tryin' to do 是我曾經想做的事

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go 很難面對面失去你的痛苦
But I'm doin' It 但我盡力
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone 很難對你我以前的朋友擠出一絲笑容，因為我還是一個人
Still Harder 還是很難
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret 起床，穿衣，和後悔一起生活
But I know if I could do it over  但我知道我可以的
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart 我可以把所有心中想說的話送走
That I left unspoken  讓我無話可說

What hurts the most  最傷我的是
Was being so close  曾經這麼親近
And having so much to say 又曾有這麼多話說
And watching you walk away 又看你走開
And never knowing 又都不知道
What could have been 到底怎麼回事
And not seeing that loving you  又看不到其實愛你
Is what I was tryin' to do 是我曾經想做的事

What hurts the most 最傷我的是
Is being so close 是這麼親近
And having so much to say 又曾有這麼多話說
And watching you walk away 又看你走開
And never knowing 又都不知道
What could have been 到底怎麼回事
And not seeing that loving you  又看不到其實愛你
Is what I was tryin' to do 是我曾經想做的事

And not seeing that loving you  又看不到其實愛你
Is what I was tryin' to do 是我曾經想做的事
Ooohhh....

轉載 http://www.lyricstop.com/w/whathurtsthemost-rascalflatts.html  英文歌詞

中文自翻